Somehow....

this hollow display that accidently found me

that twists and turns around me

proved too weak to withstand my falls and breaks

to make sense of broken memories

for yours and my sake....

premeditated mistakes

seep through in drones to haunt me

and i'm feeling them to my core

they're demanding i make immediate decisions

i haven't prepared for....

and i find myself walking this fine line

that was once radiant with possibilities

and now simply begs for peace and tranquility

from the double sided question that asks will it be

you

or me

that determines the outcome of this fate

or will it just be left unanswered

to drown out and deteriorate...

i'm scared to know now and i'm scared to wait

for the truth to be shown

but i know i can't stop it from coming

i can't run away from the unknown...

i can only remind myself

every moment of every day

of the bone clinching cliche

that nothing worth having

knowing

feeling

ever comes easy

can come and go

and truly may never stay...

so all i can do is stand to protect

what is here

what is now

in hopes to find some clarity

to part these clouds

some way

somehow....

even if that clarity

are more grey tapestries

that take no time

and care little about casualties

there is no need for something so grand

something eternal

or profound

simply the knowledge

the courage

the open mind to feel confident

that every passing moment

is another chance

to turn it all around