Still No Words

still no words

come to mind

as my mind circles

thoughts and ideas

of this idea

of you

i'm left only with images

glimpses

and graphics

that lend themselves

to my practice 

of practicing 

you...

words are just no match 

for such effortless infatuation

to testament

and trepidation

surrounding a rational realization

a family foundation

for your reckless concentration

constantly connecting to a higher power

of disconnected determination

to make moves 

that move my bones

in a way they've never felt before

and yet i still have no words

words that have flowed simple 

and easy 

for past loves

and lovers 

undercover

and under my covers

were simply that...

simple

and easy....

while you 

are anything but

rather you remain

the simplest seed

growing inside of me

expanding into complex

contexts

creating complicated objects

that intersect

the middle ground

of our worst

of our best

which has become the best

part of me...

so its no wonder 

no words

come easy 

for me

lay stagnant 

and still

for me

for that could never be

what you would ever be

for me

you will forever be

the contrary 

the one that pushes back 

that dares me

the one that scares me

then repairs me

that holds tight

then shares me

that prepares me

for a world i could only imagine

would never dare be

mine....

my reality

so no words 

still no words

come to mind

to describe this love....

this love thats in my heart

this love i've found... 

and still have yet to find